Today ♥

Today, we went to have dinner together without any colleagues notice haha :P

The second time we went to have dinner together and this time I brought him to my memory cafe shop.
This cafe was my favourite place when I was still in secondary school. We always go there to gather, to chit chat, to do homework. We spent most of our leisure time over there when we were in secondary school.
You said that the foods were nice and you wanted to come again next time. I'm glad that you like it.
Hence, we have another new place to have our delicious meal next time :D

Today, when I reached your home, the first time you asked me automatically to sit over passenger seat and let you to drive. Awwww, how sweet it is. Cuz I really tired in driving here and there nowadays.

After we finished our own meal, you showed me this in a sudden. 

A smiley face :)

One thing that every guy will do is, they will start to play on their phone while waiting for girl. 

Aiikkss~ Then I started to nag him No doubt It's uncontrollable ~~ :P 

I went to pay for our meals while he was playing on his phone, but of course, paid by his money though I put it back my part to him silently. 

After finished everything here, we departed to Pavilion for my and his secret mission. 

We talked lots on the way to our destination though the journey was short.

Along the way to complete our missions, I asked myself to be more encourage to hold your arm. I did it anyway and you didn't reject. But, of course, I did it naturally. 

After mission completed, we went home. In the car, you told me that you didn't feel like go home. 

Actually I dunno what to answer at that point, cuz I wish that I can stay by his side too. 

Ultimately, I silent and acted like nothing. I'm apologized for that :O 

On the way back to your home, we touched each other hand and I felt that the situation very awkward as you were like wanted to hold my hand but failed to do so lol 

p/s: Hopefully I didn't sense wrongly :P 

I think we are now in an exact grey area.
Nobody is trying to move on but it's grateful that we are more closer as compared to previous.
Therefore, please maintain this enthusiasm in between us :)

You are away for 3 days from tomorrow.
Please do not miss my cutie face so muchieeee hehe :D


QUOTE OF THE DAY:- 

"Life only comes around once. So do whatever makes you happy and be with whoever makes you smile."

THE END.

After 1 week ++ ..

Hi, good evening.
One week passed in blinking of an eye.
My week is always full with jobs which assigned by my former senior.

My bottom brace has been passed one week plus. Let's spot the difference together.

Is there any differences? It wasn't really so much obvious but if you are patient enough, you will spot the lil differences hehe :D 

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Today, 

we went to blood donation together. The only reason is because we wanted to help colleague's relative. 

The 5th time I done with my blood donation. I'm glad that I have such encouragement and I would like to give myself around of applause. hoho :D 

Today, you were kinda weird. 

You weren't like how you used to be. 

You lean against me when I stood to clip sthg and you were sitting down to rest. 

You talked much more to me. You will start to complain some working issues to me. 

I'm happy and touched but still, I wouldn't expect too much as I don't want to get a deep hurt at the end of the whole dream? Maybe? It's maybe a dream or maybe dream comes true. 

Yet, before everything comes to an end, I think I still need to expect a bad consequence instead of a good one :) 

Today, 

the first time you wanted to take selfie with me automatically haha! Kinda surprised though the situation very awkward cuz I very ugly ommmoooo :O 

 Picha taken by YOU. I looked like a patient but actually I'm blood donor :P

Can we just remain this situation without a zero disappeared notice in a sudden? :) 

I'm really hoping something good happens between us. 

QUOTE OF THE DAY:-

"Just because I'm not contacting you doesn't mean I don't miss you like crazy."

THE END. 

It's been awhile :D

Oh gosshh, time flies ~ and I abandoned my blog for 2 years.
Now,
Imma 22 years old lady. No more 10s life but another chapter of my life opens :)

I still being single and my life still going on and now I'm a Bachelor Degree student with a lil big dream.

Now I'm a braced girl. The thing that I'd struggled for long time and finally I have the encouragement to do so. Proud of myself because of my braveness.

First day to the 5th Day. Upper teeth braced. 27 Jan 2015 :D

p/s: Spotted the difference? 

Fully braced. 16 April 2015 :D 

p/s: Let's stay tune the effect after 5 days :D 

In between the process is tough and difficult, but I knew I will enjoy the most beautiful moment at the rest of my life as I can smile with higher confident :) 

Anyway, actually I felt that bracing girls are cute and nice :P

From now on, I will keep on update my blog about my bracing life as I think this would be another awesome moment in my life :D

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From Feb'15, I started my internship life for a period of 6 months +. I met this him. 

Me and him same age and I even elder than him 15 days lol :P 

HE is quite nice for me and sometimes HE kinda take care of me, like a brother like a kind senior like a "soulmate". 

HE likes to bully me but I know HE didn't mean to be. HE just simply likes to play with me -.-

Sometimes I'm not really annoyed but just simply did it, because I know HE will try to console me. 

HE will console me when I'm down when I bored. 

BUT sometimes I think myself is too initiative to text him or talk to him. 

I know I have to be like this sometimes. Anyway, for this moment, everything just let it be as nobody knows what is going to happen in future. 

We have yet to know each other deeper. We are just colleague and sometimes we talk to each other something out of working. It's comfortable with the present. 

I think we have chance to move further. 

BUT all and all it still need to depend on our fates :) 

To be or not to be I know that GOD will arrange for me :)

QUOTE OF THE DAY:- 

"If you get tired one day, you will see my smile as long as you turn around."

THE END. 

ACCA Student Conference 2013

The past 2days, I've been a campaign - ACCA Conference.
The first time I'm joining this. Have so much fun and it's unforgettable. Learned a lot of knowledge from the talk whereby contributed by those professional body, even though some talk was really bored yet we still gain something at least haha  :D
I had did a personality test that were from one of a talk, the test showed that I'm a passive person. Easily bully by people. Hmm.. I dun think so actually haha.. being passive is depends on how the situation will be. Next, we should be an assertive person rather than passive / aggressive. Although we are unable to change our behaviour, but we are able to make some enhancements on it. To be a better me  ;)
A lot of tears, sweats, laughs, etc happened throughout this campaign. We learned how it meant by teamwork.
We learned to be optimistic regardless how many obstacles are there in front of us.
We learned to be appreciable toward anything we have. Do not complaint. if you want it, you just try your best to get it from your hands instead of sitting and complain this & that.

Had so much fun on this campaign. I love it.
It's make us have a bunch extra of new friends.
It's make us to understand how teamwork is going to be.
It's make us to feel relax.
It's filled up our free time in doing something that do really help us.
It's taught us to be a better me. Never give up on everything even when you are in toughness.

I will choose to joining again this campaign next gear. Or either if there is a chance, maybe able to be one of the committee? haha xD 

♛Stay Tune♛
End.

Night.

A raining night.
It's feeling strong to let people think of alot of things. You Me & You You  ... ... ...

Time flies like blinking of an eye.
I fall for you have been passing 300++ days.
Unbelievable haha ~
300++ days I went through a lil happiness, a lil sad, a lil lonely, a lil heartbreak etc etc
But the most important thing will be you succeeded to find someone you really love. Even though you both seems like unhappy in these few days. Anyway, dun be easily to give it up  ;)

Today went to visit a skin specialist, it cost me RM122. Hmm.. hope this RM122 is really work on my terrible lips problem. If not, I will RIP -.-   cuz it's really too expensive ommo ~~
Then, went to HPV injection with my girls. Wuu ~ pain nia.. hand totally cannot raise up. Terrible man ~ hmm.. hope tmr will be fine D:

Recently fall in love with one song - Shiga 連詩雅  說一句。

還未刪的分手私信
還在心的街角抱擁
不痛　不敢覺得痛
你也許　介意我　千瘡百孔
有誰願意　重複愛著誰
有緣無份　何苦再受罪
今天沒有你　便來一些花絮
止住了　每次心碎
哪一個比你好　比你差　緊要嗎
說一句放下了　心裡邊　更牽掛
普天下愛戀　誠實或者欺詐
總之有人來陪我　別問那一線之差會找到比你好　比你差　緊要嗎
我給你撇下了　爭氣點　學愛得高雅
體恤求愛者　無謂太早醜化
閒聊談笑　但是說到將來　我怕

愛情玩意　曾輸到盡頭
別來無恙　傻得我念舊
心中還有你　就如不解的咒
怎樣看　也看不透

害怕戀愛太艱深
投入熱情未得到相對的一生一世
我問　應該怎麼接吻
哪一個比你好　比你差　緊要嗎
說一句放下了　心裡邊　更牽掛
幾多場痛哭　其實值得哭嗎
躲不了重頭來過　別望那消散煙花去找個比較好　不太差　便成功嗎
我可以幼稚到　扮成熟　望遠方落霞
可惜還有心　無謂看得很化
從來情愛　就是最老的謎對嗎

♛Stay Tune♛
End.

好難得你遇見了對的人

嗨，部落格，我回來啦~
在我離開的一段時間，是否有人在乎了？
終於.......
他們在一起了。如他所願，我也預測到。就算一個女生多麽想要單身，當有個男生對你很好，追求你，誰會拒絕？哈哈  ;')

別人問起我，“你怎麼樣？”
我能怎樣？我也只能無所謂啦。
心裏存在些不甘心也於事無補。畢竟人家愛的是她，不是我。我無可奈何，也只能選擇接受。

表面上的無所謂，
我真的好想心裏也隨著一樣的無所謂。
可是，現實總是這樣。
你偏要這樣，它偏不是這樣。

祝福 真的很難
我曾加了她的面子書  可我又刪除了
因為我不想再知道你們倆的事。
但總是天意弄人，
偏偏她常在instagram常post你倆的照片 

該放下了
該離開了
告訴自己你很愛很愛她

我不是你想像中開朗
偽裝的再出色
也有疲憊的一天

努力工作
為的不只是錢
還有利用它來忘記你的一切

越忘記
越記得
我只能努力放下
能捨才能得

有什麽痛徹心扉的理由能讓我忘記？

♛Stay Tune♛
End.

* The Last Post *

Last night went to your house for your sista's baby girl full moon celebration. Fish and I were missing on the way to your home. Do you know how fears are we? We turned into a dark and quiet Malay Street, felt helpless. You dun even talked to me and I just fed up. You rather talked with Fish. Yes, I knew you are closer with her. Yeaaaa~
I knew you have been felt what I thought. This is why you try to stay a distance with me and dun even eyes contact with me. And I knew I should really put everything down since I just like an oxygen in your eyes.
I am just like a transparent in your eyes. And, everyone who close to you seems getting knew who am I and knew I like you. FML~
The very one first knew was "Doreamon". My gosh~! When the words out from his mouth, FML, I shocked. And I have a bad feeling at the same time.
Yes, I should let go at the time I knew I had fall for you. Maybe I will not as suffer as like this right now. We are no longer closer like last time. You put me aside and stay a distance from me. Maybe you think I'm a girl who are fall for you not because of you? but because of other things. I dunno I frustrated.
Not the first time I failed in this part. Sometimes aren't I demand higher, it just I difficult to fall for somebody.
Who don't wish that received a warm text or warm pressiieee during Valentine's day or any other special and meaningful days? Every girls wish to have a special one who are able to stand beside to celebrate every single special and meaningful days.
I always believe that GOD is arranging the best for me. But, sometimes, just, jealous.... envy.... others. Especially my GFF. Everyone of them have met their beloved. Well Done! Nvm, I still can stand alone thr, dunid always yield to me. I'm okay I'm alright for alone. Sometimes I do not want to join you all for outing, is just I dun wish to be a 150++volt light bulb haha :)
Hence, do not blame on me if I rejected outing or gathered with you girls. I have my own reason :)

Let go not an easy job for me. I just need time to yield on it.

277 days not really a long period. Maybe I able to let go haha ;')
Will disappeared for awhile to heal my pain~


♚Stay Tune♚
End.