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today din go to skul...yesterday alr so less ppl go to skul..dunno today will how!??..
haiz...dunno~~
today dunno why i will speechless wif you...
i dunno...
i nthg wan to tell you or share wif you..
it doesn't mean tat i dunhav feel to talk os be wif you..
just dunno why tis feeling will come out from my mind..
mayb....
recently both of us keep busy on our study..
due to tis..our conversation 1day less than 1day...
tis feeling so horrible..
i try to avoid..
but like not success...
haiz...
dunno~~
you said you need someone to comfort you...
mayb i really not the suitable person...
i cannot manage good my emotions...
always let you feel stress..tis and tat...
i feel you so tired...
before we recouple, you said i become stronger than last time...
actually i din feel the way i strong..
stronger? wat it mean?
......
i said, "everytime i made you feel sad..everytime i made you feel difficult..everytime say something stupid..."
actually you also agree wat i'm saying...
haha~~i also dunno i should happy or sad...
hahahahahahah~~~~~
you said, "mayb you are someone tat fast get angry but slow to bak normal and don't think tat sometimes you need to tum me.."
haha~~really feel myself so funny~so funny~
remain the same ppl...
would never upgrate..maintain...remain de mafan to stay wif others...
really so funny~~
other ppl say me nice to be..
you all is cheat me de, rite?
actually you all be wif me, frenz wif me is for wat??
i nthg special...
character damn bad...
personalities damn bad...
who can tell me tis?
no one!!!~~no one!!!~~~~
i just such a stupid ppl...
STUPID TEARS!!!~~
why you always come out from my eyes!??...
why????
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~

SAD!!!

recently dunno why...
two of us like got alot of problems~~
i HATE myself more than you!!
you said i crazy others more than you..
i easy to worry...so, you said you not strong enough to worry me~
my tears keep on drop...
dunno why..
feel my heart so pain..
i dun like you keep saying a same thing..
cuz let me feel tat i care others more than you..
or you really think me is like tat de!?
i dunno...
so complicated in my heart~
you said i always din tell you my things..keep in my heart...
sometimes really i dunno wan how to say my feel or watelse...
i so sorry about tat too...
yah!!~i know you always try to beside me when i need you...you said no ppl will help you~
mayb i really dunno wan how to let you feel i so tai tip...and others...
you said you tell me tat you feel so stress is useless...i think because i dunno wan how to onn wei you gua...
so, you said you tell me also useless...
yah!!!~~i confess i'm useless...i'm not so strong enough tat you wan..
i cannot do anything i wan to do..
i cannot do anything success...
cuz i really so useless...
nothing i can do...
don't hav self-confidence~
do everything also very stupid~
waste alot of time on my phone than other things...
i do hard everything i wan..but at the end, also useless..
cuz others dunno wan i'm doing...
wat use i hav now~
study also not well if compare wif others..
personalities also not good if compare wif others...
wat i can do??
nothing....
just be a weak person forever and ever!!!!
tears~
can keep bak?
i feel so tired..
plz~

hurt~~

long time din update my blog le..
cuz no time..
haiz....
today i so sad...
cuz after school, onli pauline, me, fish and shinova pratice for the graduation performance...
yaya said she not free...although alr manage the time, bunny fall sick~
then, just now i msg them said tml got pratice...
then yaya said she cannot..
cuz today she alr manage her time, so tml can't..some more she got tuition...
then, i ask her really can't manage a little time for me to teach the steps!??
then, she said can't..
cuz she really dunhav a little time for me..
and she wan put out herself..
she said dunwan gv us trouble wor..
wat's the meaning!!!????
dunwan gv trouble for us??
i dunno...
confuse~~
then, tis few days bunny fall sick..she let me feel tat she unable to perform wif us also..
if like tat, so onli left 4 of us...
4 of us i also dunno wan how to perform...athough it still can go on..
but for me, like lost something..
tat feeling not good for me..
i dunno...
i feel myself so useless...
1 good performance also can't prepare well...
how can i as a good leader in the future!??
i also dunno...
feel myself so useless...
just a small performance also cannot prepare well...
so hurt~~
last time i just said i got a dance performance, you straight away thk dou de is HER, not ME~
you said "ask she teach you all lar...she got go out perform wif me before, so she got alot of experience..."
yah...she really got alot of experience on dance..really more than me...
tat time i din talk anything..just got a feel is, why you can't believe in your gf ability~
must request from others help..
i really can't handle it well mah!??
tat time my heart really is broke...
i din said out..
cuz tis feeling i know myself tat's enuf for me..
tis time really is true...
your gf really so idiot!!
so useless!~~
no word can explain de BODOH!!!~~~

faint~~

tis morning so super HAPPY..
cuz i overslept le..
suppose i wake up at 4.45am de..
today after i turn off my alarm at 4.45am, i slept again...
til 5.40am onli suddenly wake up oh~
my god..~~!!!
then my school bus is gone..
so, onli can ask father fetch me to school..
haiz..
after tat, today my dear din dum find me e..
quite sad actually..
haiz..
but nevermind lar..
yesterday she quite tired, and today her phone dunno why suddenly off itself..
tat's why today so late onli wake up e..
haiz...
naughty de bebe~~
hehe...
then today my school life really gonna made me wan jump off..
cuz today almost the whole day also seeing and reading mathematics~~
add math~~moden math~~~
my god!!~~
faint man..~~
after school, still need to go for add math tuition..
really wan jump off ler..
and today the weather damn hot..
so when be in school, really hard to study..
school has no air-corn~~=(
hence, quite headache when taking add math lessons..
god!!~~
but, luckily i still know how to do the h/w tat teacher given..
hehe~~
then to day dunno why the road so jam..
and got alot of ppl e..
maybe cuz today is selangor holiday bah...
and my dear tonight remain the same de got practice dance e...
bored at home..
cuz she din msg me e..
haiz...
misS euU~~
my dear....

the day~~

today vava 2sumting onli leave from my house oh..
she so careless..
when she go out to take taxi tat time, she fall down at the longkang thr oh..
haiz~~
dunno how she walked de..
so careless~~man..
haiz~~
then today my dear got work e..
and she 9.30pm onli finish work oh..
while waiting she cum bak, i type my blog oh..
today create a new theme tat is for me and her de oh..
hehe~~~
hapi!!~~
then i got go view my facebook...
i saw the 6H gathering de pics oh..
really like so hapi gam wer..
haha~~~
although i din go for the gathering, but i can feel the happiness too...
hehe~~
mayb if next year stil got tis kind of gathering, i will go de..
but also have to see the condition 1st lar..
haha~~
erm~~
tis few days, vava's couple and fish's couple also happen alots of things oh~
hope they can overcum their problem...
and be the sweetest couple again..
actually so wori about them neh..~~
haiz~~
last nite we go out yam cha wif ky..
we chat alot of things..
actually feel quite pity about her story neh~
haiz...
but we dunno need how to help her..
just can try to help and wish she'll be fine...
haiz~~~
wish all the frenz tat aroud me can hang fok always and won't quarrel wif their couple..
anyway, couple is onli once..
we must appreciate it..
if not, it will lost..
and we will regret about it...
GOOd lUCK!!!~~
EVERYONE OF US~!!

dear~job~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just now accidentally delete whole blog draft~~~~~
have to type again~~~
lol........
today go jusco look for a job...
we start work at the hari raya weeks e..
cuz no money ler...
have to work~~poor~~~
after look for the job, vava put her belongings at mt hse..
then we go out again~~
lol..
today alr use rm12.80 onli for transportation~~
my god!!!!!><>_<
today almost wan argue wif her~~
haiz...
today she got work...
then i din go find her..
she said "you always like tat de lar..biasalah.."
like tat..
haiz~~~
quite sad when she reply me tis..
maybe is she start feel bored cuz always onli she cum to find me bah~~
haiz...
dunno how to explain my feeling now..
when thk bak tis incident~~
but, finally also nthg le..
then, today i got go find her..
when i go find her..
i saw HER!!!!!!
isSh~!!!!!!!!
dunno why so yau yuen~~
sweat...=_=
dun like..~~~
very xiong beng HER when i saw HER just now...
haiz~~
just let it be bah...
misS euU~~
my dear....
maksSSS~~~~~

upset...

last few days din update my blog, cuz got abit lazy..so, i din update my blog..
haiz...
today fish din cum to skul e..
quite bored at skul..
almost sleep whole day at skul...XDXD
cuz teacher din bother us oh~~
kaka..=P
then, today discuss sumting wif vava..
about my 1st anniversary de things.
i alr decide to do a memory books for her..
dunno wat's she feel when she receive it..
hehe~~
then, today hp no money e..
haiz..
can't msg wif my dear e...
damn bored..actually...
sumore tis few days she quite busy~~
busy her academic....busy her performance tat wil be perform at next sunday...
haiz.........
dunno~~
feel so upset and damn bored tis few days..
i wan her..
but she not free, so i try to let myself strong...
let myself also tat busy too~~
but, actually can't..
cuz when everytime i watch my phone see whether got her msg or not..
but almost everytime also dunhav~
haiz..
dunno...
then, today at class we like a big family like tat..
almost all of us chat together at the middle row of table..
we chat til quite excited..
hoho~~
but....
although at skul is tat hapi, but when reach home, still remain de bored~
haiz~~
so tired..
actually...
but i'll try to do the best results of the memory book for her..
hope can give her a big surprise...
i misS euU so much much much much~~~~
my dear..~~
maksSSS...~~~~