I knew you have been felt what I thought. This is why you try to stay a distance with me and dun even eyes contact with me. And I knew I should really put everything down since I just like an oxygen in your eyes.
I am just like a transparent in your eyes. And, everyone who close to you seems getting knew who am I and knew I like you. FML~
The very one first knew was "Doreamon". My gosh~! When the words out from his mouth, FML, I shocked. And I have a bad feeling at the same time.
Yes, I should let go at the time I knew I had fall for you. Maybe I will not as suffer as like this right now. We are no longer closer like last time. You put me aside and stay a distance from me. Maybe you think I'm a girl who are fall for you not because of you? but because of other things. I dunno I frustrated.
Not the first time I failed in this part. Sometimes aren't I demand higher, it just I difficult to fall for somebody.
Who don't wish that received a warm text or warm pressiieee during Valentine's day or any other special and meaningful days? Every girls wish to have a special one who are able to stand beside to celebrate every single special and meaningful days.
I always believe that GOD is arranging the best for me. But, sometimes, just, jealous.... envy.... others. Especially my GFF. Everyone of them have met their beloved. Well Done! Nvm, I still can stand alone thr, dunid always yield to me. I'm okay I'm alright for alone. Sometimes I do not want to join you all for outing, is just I dun wish to be a 150++volt light bulb haha :)
Hence, do not blame on me if I rejected outing or gathered with you girls. I have my own reason :)
Let go not an easy job for me. I just need time to yield on it.
277 days not really a long period. Maybe I able to let go haha ;')
Will disappeared for awhile to heal my pain~
♚Stay Tune♚
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