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today din go to skul...yesterday alr so less ppl go to skul..dunno today will how!??..
haiz...dunno~~
today dunno why i will speechless wif you...
i dunno...
i nthg wan to tell you or share wif you..
it doesn't mean tat i dunhav feel to talk os be wif you..
just dunno why tis feeling will come out from my mind..
mayb....
recently both of us keep busy on our study..
due to tis..our conversation 1day less than 1day...
tis feeling so horrible..
i try to avoid..
but like not success...
haiz...
dunno~~
you said you need someone to comfort you...
mayb i really not the suitable person...
i cannot manage good my emotions...
always let you feel stress..tis and tat...
i feel you so tired...
before we recouple, you said i become stronger than last time...
actually i din feel the way i strong..
stronger? wat it mean?
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i said, "everytime i made you feel sad..everytime i made you feel difficult..everytime say something stupid..."
actually you also agree wat i'm saying...
haha~~i also dunno i should happy or sad...
hahahahahahah~~~~~
you said, "mayb you are someone tat fast get angry but slow to bak normal and don't think tat sometimes you need to tum me.."
haha~~really feel myself so funny~so funny~
remain the same ppl...
would never upgrate..maintain...remain de mafan to stay wif others...
really so funny~~
other ppl say me nice to be..
you all is cheat me de, rite?
actually you all be wif me, frenz wif me is for wat??
i nthg special...
character damn bad...
personalities damn bad...
who can tell me tis?
no one!!!~~no one!!!~~~~
i just such a stupid ppl...
STUPID TEARS!!!~~
why you always come out from my eyes!??...
why????
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~

SAD!!!

recently dunno why...
two of us like got alot of problems~~
i HATE myself more than you!!
you said i crazy others more than you..
i easy to worry...so, you said you not strong enough to worry me~
my tears keep on drop...
dunno why..
feel my heart so pain..
i dun like you keep saying a same thing..
cuz let me feel tat i care others more than you..
or you really think me is like tat de!?
i dunno...
so complicated in my heart~
you said i always din tell you my things..keep in my heart...
sometimes really i dunno wan how to say my feel or watelse...
i so sorry about tat too...
yah!!~i know you always try to beside me when i need you...you said no ppl will help you~
mayb i really dunno wan how to let you feel i so tai tip...and others...
you said you tell me tat you feel so stress is useless...i think because i dunno wan how to onn wei you gua...
so, you said you tell me also useless...
yah!!!~~i confess i'm useless...i'm not so strong enough tat you wan..
i cannot do anything i wan to do..
i cannot do anything success...
cuz i really so useless...
nothing i can do...
don't hav self-confidence~
do everything also very stupid~
waste alot of time on my phone than other things...
i do hard everything i wan..but at the end, also useless..
cuz others dunno wan i'm doing...
wat use i hav now~
study also not well if compare wif others..
personalities also not good if compare wif others...
wat i can do??
nothing....
just be a weak person forever and ever!!!!
tears~
can keep bak?
i feel so tired..
plz~

hurt~~

long time din update my blog le..
cuz no time..
haiz....
today i so sad...
cuz after school, onli pauline, me, fish and shinova pratice for the graduation performance...
yaya said she not free...although alr manage the time, bunny fall sick~
then, just now i msg them said tml got pratice...
then yaya said she cannot..
cuz today she alr manage her time, so tml can't..some more she got tuition...
then, i ask her really can't manage a little time for me to teach the steps!??
then, she said can't..
cuz she really dunhav a little time for me..
and she wan put out herself..
she said dunwan gv us trouble wor..
wat's the meaning!!!????
dunwan gv trouble for us??
i dunno...
confuse~~
then, tis few days bunny fall sick..she let me feel tat she unable to perform wif us also..
if like tat, so onli left 4 of us...
4 of us i also dunno wan how to perform...athough it still can go on..
but for me, like lost something..
tat feeling not good for me..
i dunno...
i feel myself so useless...
1 good performance also can't prepare well...
how can i as a good leader in the future!??
i also dunno...
feel myself so useless...
just a small performance also cannot prepare well...
so hurt~~
last time i just said i got a dance performance, you straight away thk dou de is HER, not ME~
you said "ask she teach you all lar...she got go out perform wif me before, so she got alot of experience..."
yah...she really got alot of experience on dance..really more than me...
tat time i din talk anything..just got a feel is, why you can't believe in your gf ability~
must request from others help..
i really can't handle it well mah!??
tat time my heart really is broke...
i din said out..
cuz tis feeling i know myself tat's enuf for me..
tis time really is true...
your gf really so idiot!!
so useless!~~
no word can explain de BODOH!!!~~~